Papito!! ♥

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL THE DADS OUT THERE!

I want to create a post for my dad. I know he won't be able to read this because he doesnt know that I blog.

Just to give you a clear picture of my relationship with daddy, I want to share that I am an ultimate daddy's girl.

When my mom left, I've stayed with my dad. My sibs and I didn't grow together. My sister was with my aunt while my baby bro was with my grammy. We were "forced" to stay in one roof I was in L7 (first year highschool). Technically, I was the only one who grew up with a parent, our dad. I know, I'm so lucky to  have at least one parent beside me while growing up. I feel so sad whenever I reminisce my childhood. I always tell people that I do not have a childhood!! haha ☺

I did have barbie dolls when I was a kid, but I played with guns. My dad & I usually go target shooting! I enjoyed playing darts & guns when I was a kid. Hey! I didn't have a playmate, my dad was my only playmate! hahahah ☺

me and my dad

 As what my sibs would say, I am dad's favorite! hello? All my life I lived with him! hahaha

I am a carbon-copy of my mom, so I always tease my dad that I am his favorite because I look like his great love! ☺ (yep, my parents are separated for 14+ years now)

I know, I am his fave!☺

We are a very cool family. (yuck!) haha honestly, we're not as close as other families are, but we do love each other. We don't have a family day. We seldom see each other. We (my sibs & I) act as if our dad is our friend, if you know what I mean. For others,it seems like we do not respect our dad, but hey! of course we do! We love him so much!☺ 

3 years ago, my dad had a car accident where he was in a coma for 2weeks, I believe. We didn't know what to do. We were all losing hope, but we know that God is with us, always! Good thing dad is okay now. A year after his accident, my sibs and I decided to send my dad in a rehab. Not everyone knows this, but yep, we did. It was a tough decision, but we did. We just had to. It was for his own good. He drinks too much, and whatev. Still, we love him!☺

My family!

My dad is the coolest! He's annoying, sometimes, but I love him so much!! He has a lot of girlfriends (haha) but I know that ate and I are his great lovessss! LOL

Wait!! There's one more dad I want to greet!! My grammy, my one and only TATAY!! He's my grandfather! I love him so much!!!

So for my dad & tatay, happy father's day!!! I love you both so much!!

My grammy! My tatay!!

Happy father's daaaaay ♥

  My familyyyyy ♥♥

Lost.

Mid-life crisis when you're 20? Is that even possible?

I've been so depressed for 2 weeks now. If you're a follower on twitter or a friend on facebook, you'll notice how down I am for two weeks now. I can't even explain why!

Last week, I was on leave for two days. I didn't feel like working my a** off so I've decided to file a leave and sleep all day. I was sick, yes, but I cannot explain the feeling!!

When I analyze the happenings, maybe it is because my partner is thinking of submitting her resignation letter (which I planned to do) and maybe because my sister-in-law (my boyfriend's sister) rejected the offer to be the replacement of my partner. I was depressed for a reason that we (the sis-in-law and I) planned already that she will transfer in our department once my partner resigned, but when her boss asked her, she refused to transfer! How sad can that be, yea? :(

I was.. No, I am still.. I am so lost with what is happening in my life now! Almost all of my friends started Law school already, and here I am bumming myself in the office, which btw is not what I planned!! gadaaamiiit I dont know what I want!

I broke up with the boyfriend for a day (actually I broke up with him and got back after a day when I realized that I cannot even end a day without talking to him.) GREAT! haaaay.

I read my everyday devotion and get answers from the Lord, everytime, but failed to digest everything!! :( I am now a suicidal person, seriously!!!


My boyfriend keeps on reminding me how lucky I am to be given a wonderful life, so better use it to serve the Lord and reject any negativities! He's right, absolutely!


Yesterday, after attending my cousin's wedding, I thought I'm healed. gaaah! I sms-ed the boyfriend and talked to him about the dilemma I had with work and I was thinking I'll be fine after I told him the story!! geez. I cried a river after! :(


I dont know what to do anymore. I cannot find my happiness!! :( Is it because the MIS department blocked blogspot in the office? hahaha. grabe!!


Now, I haven't texted the boyfriend, but he's no texting asking why I haven't sent him any updates! :( I don't know what to say to him. basta! I'm lost!!


I need a serious help!!! :|

to my OFW friend! HAHA ;)

I really want to give tribute to a friend. haha tribute? sikat te? LOL No, honestly, when I heard that she's leaving the country to work in SG, I know that in time, I'm going to make this post! haha And here I am! LOL


I've met her when we were in gradeschool. She was a transferee in my school (my talaga? akin? haha) when we were in grade 5. I was there since nursery, duh! so errone's my friend already. I remember she gave me a necklace (which is still with me, btw) and asked me if we can be friends! duh? of course we can, but I didnt have a clear picture of how our friendship was when we were in gradeschool since we were in a different clique. I was a kid then, I didnt know how to mingle with a lot of people other than my peers! haha bratt. LOL but i'm pretty sure I wasnt a mean-oh during that time, and I know that we didn't have a gap when we were kids! We were servicemates, actually! She was on the first batch though, since she's living near than school! I was on the second ;) haha

We went on the same highschool, too. During HS, there were 16 or 18 sections of our batch, so there was like .01% for us to be classmates. Unfortunately, we didn't have that chance. saaaaad! At least we get to see each other in the corridors. hahaha..


College. Nope, we didn't go to the same college. Actually, we entered in rival schools. haha She entered Assumption College while I enrolled in St. Scholastica's College! Hey, we both graduated in an exclusive schools!! hahaha :)

Every summer, our gradeschool class, st. rose, have a mini-reunion where we go swimming! I honestly can't recall how we get closer! When I checked my multiply, and look for our pictures together, I realized that we only had a lot last summer! hahaha :) oh geez! LOL

I will share some snaps:

OUR FIRST PHOTO TOGETHER!

Whether you like it or not, Ren, this is our very first photo together! hahaha When we were in first year college! LOL sa Moa when we were out to watch Beowulf? :)

We do crazy stuff together!!

 Haha! I didn't know we have this kind of photo! grabe lang sa trip!!

We share the same birth month!

 I wish I could celebrate our birthdays together in SG! Sana yumaman ako agad! I only have more than 3 months to save!! AND I'M ABOUT TO RESIGN! how's thaaaaat?! hahaha.

We know how to have fun!

 We can do anything under the sun together!

Your first photo as a licensed teacher!

 HAHA! I have your first photo as a licensed teacher! anobayaaaan!

Why'd you havtaa leave?!!

 If only our country gives great salary for teachers! hahahaha

You're gonna miss us, Ren!

 You'll miss us every second you're in SG! nakoooo! hahaha ;)

I love you, Ren!

At least I get to say goodbye, with tears! ☺

 You are not just a friend to me, you are more like a sister!! ;) Thank you for the friendship, and we'll see each other soon! duh? haha SG is just how many miles away, yea? Ilang oras na flight lang yan. PERA, NASAAN? HAHAHA! Surprisingly, you are one of the best friends I've ever had!!! ;) I miss you alreadyyyyy! hahahahha.. Gimme free plane ticket, para I can fly right away. LOL I want to work na din tuloy in a foreign land. hahahah!


I love you, my dear friend! Pause muna mga parties namin, hahaha. We can't wait to see you again!!!




P.S. I know you're kilig and maybe crying right now. are you? haha Im suchaa sweet friend, I know! LOL ♥

Berry Lazy.

My Lazy Photo

Bruno Mars' The Lazy song is now on repeat.

I was looking for a berry lazy photo, but I cannot find any. I found this photo. HAHA.

It's June 1st and I am too lazy to work! geez.

I woke up late. Came to the office at around 8:38AM (LATE) and now, blogging in my work place. Again, berry lazy att. haha :)

Good thing I woke up late and came to the office late on the first day of June. If this happened last May, geez! I should've been resting now, for three days, due to suspension! hahaha ☺ Now, my tardiness record is back to zero (ooops! now, that's 1-- today!) hahaha!☺

Can I just say.... Students, do not rush! enjoy the years you have in school. If only I have a choice, I would love to enrol now and leave this boring place. (oh wait, I have a choice! but I am confuse on what degree to take) HAHAHA ☺ BOO ME!!!

Enjoy school.☺

Shisha for lunch.

I love this. SHISHA!

We had our lunch at Queens of Bollywood, Greenbelt 3. I want to post something good about the restau, but I just can't post a lot of negativities in this site. I'm sorry, I am not a fan of Indian cuisine.

Anyway, outside the restau, I found this cute shisha. I want to take it home! hahaha ☺ I saw a very pink one, but failed to take a photo of it. teehee..☺ Very cute noh?